renee
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Um wow, I looked at my last entry. It was right before everything went to hell.

Let's see.....I freaked out all Feb because my life was crazy and I had no friends and worked all the time and was super depressed in my dark cold house, then D broke up with me because he's an ass (surprise) and suddenly everything with him was the way it always ends up and nothing has changed in 12 fucking years. He tried to pull the disappearing on me shit again but I called him on it so at least I'm different. So that on top of being depressed and lonely and cold made me go to a bad place for awhile. Worst time of my life for sure.

Then in June I moved to a sunny apartment on the water. I started dating a nice boy. I made some friends. I stopped teaching high school, So things are a lot better. I still miss D and I wish I didn't. I'm still dating the boy from the summer, but it's v casual and we both are in full agreement that it's not going anywhere. But we like each other and it's fun. Work is a lot better this year. I joined a gym and go pretty regularly. I don't know if I will update here ever again, but I still read the few of you on my buddy list that do update. I have a friends locked LJ that I update less infrequently (but not frequently by any means) than here, if anyone wants to read there let me know.

T

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